CHERYL

2008-04-06T11:19:00.000-07:00

>.<

sobb tiis few daes so sadd. .
cos of a fren . .
cos of the jobb . . .
cos of benjamiin!!
arrghh ii am so sorriie tat ii couldn't meet uu cos of work crop up. .
sorrie to isaac too . .
moiix job nw soo stress. .
moiix boss trust miiex more cos miiex more trouble. .
nw ii hab to handle 2 stores . .
work fer 7 daes no off everitihng . .
pay riise butt useless . .
ii wanna enjoy moiix liife k
the second store at sembawang ish lyke soo far por miiex hab to wake up early jus to go dere check stuff n supervise them n sel thing . .
wth. . . nw ii everidae was lyke zzz 2 hrs work . .
ii dunno when ii wil collapse. .
ii hope ii cann iie earlyy. .
quit the jobb mummi nagg
dad was lyke if uu don wann work hw to support yrself . .
might as well married. .
MARRIED?!?
no wayy i stil young ii stil gt lots of thing to play n enjoyy. .
sobb. . .
ii cant imagine moiix dad cann sae tat ish so hurt k n shockk
married cann slove moiix support oof myself?
wad if he cant even syupport miiex!
married easyy DIVORCE hard k !!!
arrgh. . . ii cant stand moiix family . .
sobb. . .
tatas y ii always keep tat incident to myse;f y ii don wann tel them haiix
cos no use !!!!

2008-03-31T22:58:00.000-07:00

tiis few daes soo tired. .
hahas mark fall asleep make miiex waiit so long lo. .
haiix sighh moiix higher nitec cant get in. .
*sobb* haiix. .
veri stress le. .
sighh . . . arrgh toopid childiishh @$^&#%$% humphh jus cos of a partt uu make miiex lose moiix GPA by 2 arrghh . .
ii always trust ppl so muchh yett wadd ii get. .
arrghh!!!
ii dunno wad to do. .
mummi dad giiv miie so muchh stress!!!!
y everithing mys be ME ME n ME!!!!
tok pass thing mus got through miiex!
Divorce stuff agaiin miiex. .
hw am ii supporse to tel dad mummi giiv uu tiis sign n divorce??
impossible! ii also cant tel mummi dad sign le sae okayy?! IMPOSSIBL!
arrghh. . .wtf
dad c miiex always sae ii better don lyk mummi soo bitchh tiis tat
mummi wil ask miiex wad dadd tel miiex . .
arrghh everidae avoiid dad avoid mummi
haiix. . y dere's thing ii keep to myself ??
cos they don care. .
simple ii sae ii sick jus sae c doc tat's all
bro always DOTA nwadays . .
arrghh . . ii hope moiix mummi tat tym should jus kindly abort miiex y wanna gib birth to miiex n odon care . .
dad drunk le juii whackk!!!! haiix. . *sobb*
arrgh!.....

2008-03-25T15:05:00.000-07:00

=]
lalals. . tiis ish a song lalals piggy world
tiis ish a song lalas piggy world
lalas lalas la lalas lalas la. .
ii so crazyy mon go clubbin wiit sukii. .. n her frenz
omg!! sukii highh lyk hell lo. .
sukii make miiex driink alot. . ask her driink half she driink whole cup
den her fren make miiex dance n driink too . .
den the DJ keep disturbb miiex . . .
make miex drink wiit straw? =.-imao of cos wil highh faster lo
den sukii fren drunk le her fren send herr hm. .
den miiex suki n her god bro driink alot lo . .
after closiin the DJ send miiex hm. . .
omg!! den sukii wiit her god bro lo . .
tat tym moiix head hurts!! reachh hm le bath den chatt wiit bestiie awhile den vomit le den ii rest . . =x omg ii vomiit guess too muchh driink . . .

jus came bk frm serangoon. . .
torn wiit sukii . . she ask miiex peii her . . .
den she cal jeremy to cum down den jeremy n hiis bro terry cum down . .
lol omg terry gortt schh stil cum down den we playy heart attack wiit poker. .
hahas ii always kanna hiit omg!
paiin lo . .
den chiit chat wiit them le juii go hm. . .
tiis few daes realli tired. . .

piggy *zzz*

2008-03-21T12:30:00.000-07:00

=.=

siick of argue wiit moiix god daddy's son. .
he always claiim tat ii do wrong thiing
lols . . . verii funni. . . maybe moiix god daddy simply dote miiex more than hiim lo
he even sae ii wont pass the BTT test lo. .
he sae he wont beliive ii cann pass cos ii veri forgetful??
lols. . . when he do wrong thiing he claiim tat ii forget to tel hiim
tat dae when ii jus reachh the shop ii saw him check a handphone N81 he nvr use shop siim card test den god daddy pass miiex a iphone to test he snatchh wiit miiex ask miiex nt to test. . den he nvr doublle checkk wether the fone gt piin code nt
ended hahahas gt piin code! wonderful when daddy ask miiex help hiim change siim to tat fone piin code=.= he kanna scold. . cos he anxious to c the iphone
lols. . . he claiim tat ii pushh hiim tat fone to testt
lao tiian you yan lo . . ii tell hiim ii jus reachh onii lo. . .
hahahs. . . den he kanna $#^#$^#$&$ all e wayy
lalalas. . .
den he blackk face . . .
ii will prove to uu ii cann pass moiix apriil BTT!!!!
humphh. . CHERYL uu cann do it de

ii dunno wad should ii do to uu
uu realli hurts miiex loads n
ii realli dunno wadd to do
ii need uu badlyy
ii lurve uu
butt ii cant forgiive uu
haiix. . .
ii cherishh e happi memoriies
tat uu given miiex. . .
ii jus cant tolerate e
attitude uu giiv miiex
HOT to COLD
COLD to HOT
uu happi uu jus hugg miiex
uu nt happi uu jus scold miiex
ii nt a rubbiish . . .
nither a ball
sorrie

todae soo bored. . .
dinner wiit zhuzhu en para wiit her
go hm watch tv n chatt wiit xiiaoheii hahas
bed tym
oyasumiinasaii =]

2008-03-19T11:56:00.000-07:00

wahahas. . .
tiis few daes went outt. .
first ii go fer moiix trial test at CDC [monday] omg!!! almost late =x
so cabb to ubii. . . goshh ii sooo scare. .
ii do e trail test FAIL87.00% FAIL 80.00% arrghh!!!. .
den after CDC lunch n moviie wiit von von zhuzhu. . #Rule no 1
omg so scaryy cann gt a part tok bout the $^$#^#$$^# in cinema lols. .
*hugg n poke* zhuzhu ii scare too =x den zhu's donut dropp =.="
the next dae [tuesdae] 92.00%PASS hahas ii soo happi. .
den i reliase ii fail de questiionm ishh the traffic police questiion. . =.="
toopiid poliice *shoo* lols. . .
after CDC go to simeii hans river eatt wiit baobeii von von cum zhuzhu =x
hahas miss her loads lols . .
after lunchh cabb to tamp take neo priint hee *cheeze* pose here n dere
after tat walk walk n shop shop
went to toys a rus playy toys. . hahas zhuzhu take pix wiit spongbob n ii take wiit ELMO wahahas. . n ELMO EMO wiit CHERYL PIGGY wahahas den zhu zhu EMO wiit SPONGBOB hahas . . soo cute lols. . lazyy to post pix. . =.=
den actually wanna watchh moviie butt the tym jus pass lol. .
too bad tymin bu jun hahas. . .
tiis week watch supiderwick
#Rule no 1
water horse
Step up 2
hahas. . . lyk so mani show. . butt ii wanna watchh anime movie haiix shown le. . .
todae gt a new pinkky deck omg verii piink n ben taught miiex a new triickk =]
bleahhxxz. . .
lalals. . .

2008-03-17T11:13:00.000-07:00

recently last sat went to V2 club wiit fren clubbin. .
cos moiix fren's fren of miine work dere as DJ. .
hmmm. . .
when enter tat club wow soo cool
techno song . . . Blast till lyke hell omg
first ii feel so noisy cos nortt use to it after tat i'm okayy wiit it
den moix fren's fren treat as driink
hahas den moiix fren make miiex drink alot. . .
=.=" they even forget ii hw old . . piggy's bestiie ask piggy uu eighTEEN le ma
lols. . . i'm am k
bleahhxxz den after tat gort a guy mistaken miiex thought ii am DJ's de biiao meii
lols. .
n ii onii first tym go dere onii. .
n gortt a guy look lyke CHINA men omg!!
first he touchh moiix butt ii thought cos alot of ppl too squeeze le so don care. .
second tym ii jus siit dere alone cos fren dance . .
n he cum disturb miiex fer nth omg luckyy gortt a guy help miiex thanx
btw the club dere realli veri fun the DJ dere veri humours
after tat supper wiit frenzz. .
cabby back to moiix home sweet home. .
oh n bestiie soo sweet put bluetooth name to 只对piggy有感觉 hahas.
thanx queeniie hahas maybe ii should put 只对fishh有感觉 hahas cos uu r fishh
oyasuminasaii. . .

2008-03-10T11:27:00.000-07:00

SORRIE

haiix . . so long nvr blogg. .
cos lazyy to n gortt sumthing happen. .
haiix
a zillion sorrie to GR korr. .
ii jus tryin to joke but didnt noe ish tat cruel to hiim
n ii didnt mean it . .
ii jus tryin to joke wiit hiim the previous topic already. .
when he sae he ish consertive arrrgh den ii tryin to joke den ended up. . .
cos he lyk no reply soo ii jus wanna drop e topic . .
moiix eng veri poor too so don wanna explaiin in main
yet when ii trin to explain in private den he didnt wanna giiv miiex a chance to explaiin . . .
he claim tat ii verii cruel n. . .
butt ii realli didnt mean it
ii sae sorrie n everithing tat ii could do le
haiix . . .
million billion n zillion of sorrie also cant cool hiim
guess ii nt suit to go tat c rm
ii jus veri badd. ..!!!
sooo sadd GR korr*fly*away

tiis few daes nvr work cos nt feelin well too. . .
sigh keep rainin soo COLD
aww. . .
n gt fever agaiin sigh
at hm soo bored go out also bored
nw i'm damn sadd
yameto go back japan . . .

jus msn GR . .
hope he cann c tiis
cos he didnt wann to let miiex explain

2008-02-19T11:38:00.000-08:00

=.=
sorrie yamato. . .
haiix. . 18/2 yamato juz came to sg. . .
cool. . finally uu came miiex n moiix buta oniisan miss uu loads k
sooo supriise tat uu also ask miiex bout e ddr hahas butt ii stop long tym ago
hmm. . . soo yamato show miiex a video through his hp a video of his fren playin ddr
cool the step was lyk omg soo hard. .
lols. . . haiix todae ii mean jus nw actually yamato wanna show miiex his skill cos ii ask hiim to play 1 round wiit miiex butt haix sum thing happen todae spoil our mood. .

hahas so bro todae ask mummi if we cann follow yamato to japan n stay at hiis place mummi sae ok . . .
omg maybe ii goin to yamato hus yay !! finally mummi agree. .
butt. . 1 condition
RAYMOND moiix BELOVED OMIISAN mus go or else humphh. . .
lookin forward to e good news

2008-02-15T10:31:00.000-08:00

=]
heex soo happi tiis few daes chattin wiit alex n benjamin
yupp tml meetin benjamiin le soo happi
cos he sae he gotta teachh miiex magic triick!!!!
COOL yay!!! gotta meet hiim at cathy cini dere uu sae wanna shop wiit miiex de=x
n benjamin uu own miiex a piggy. . . bleahhxxz
moiix vday ii spend wiit moiix laopo dar queeniie. . . we went orchard den far east yay shop fer clothes n cardican yay!!! green. . .
yupp. . . ii lurve queeniie =x

timothy
hope timothy gett well soon. . .
plss get well soon n ii wil visit uu soon. .
sorri timothy . . ii jus wanna tel uu nort ii don wann c doc ii scare of it ans
ii scare k haiix. .

2008-02-06T23:18:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHIINESE NEW YEAR!!!
hmmm... before ii leave sg agaiin ii blogg. . .
yest went to grandma hus around 8 . . .
ii went dere alone toopid korr don wann go wiit miiex lols
hmmm.. when ii reachh dere realise tat ah ma havent eatt reunion dinner heex yay cann eatt wiit her heex. . .
den biiao ge disturb miiex. . *shoo* go away k
after tat ii c them gamble den ii joiin in the fun . .
black jack. .
first ii gortt AA hahax 2 aces
den ii gortt a K n A . . black jack hahax
soo lucky . . .
den ah ma LAUGHH heex
play til quite late den mummi cum fetch miiex go hm le. .
poor korr korr raymond hab to buy ya own dinner agaiin =x
haiix yest wanna onliine de butt too tired n busyy 2 daes nvr zzz. . .
nw suii biian blogg hahax. . .
before cny tat tym went to bugiis wiit queeniie n timothy . . .
we bought skinny jeans. . . heex. . .
lols timothy bought black de den ii n queeniie bought piink heex
butt i don dare to wear cos look weird. . .=x
after tat peii timothy buy hiis clothes . . .
shop shop den go hab our dinner at pastamania *yummy* after tat. . .
went to arcade play drumm . . . GLIDE "s" ZENITH "A" IMMORTAL BIND"B" soo shao xiing last song gortt "B" hmmm. . . all advanced mode . . . butt auto base
arrgh. . . ii wanna learn without puttin auto base =[
den timothy playy guitar hahax . . .
ii wanna play beatmania GOLD butt saw a few expert dere ii don dare playy le . . .
left 6 token heex 3 of us go playy bball hahx ii gort e highest 175 !! yay!!
den go hm. .

2008-02-04T11:07:00.000-08:00

CNY comiin. . .
sigh. . . gtg go overseas agaiin. . .
ii hop can stay in sg celebrate cny wiit moiix grandma. .
i miss her alot. . .
n moiix cousiin . . .

bcos of uu ii hab no frenx nw
don uu wann to c miiex agaiin
hw muchh does tat person uu noe
ii might as well admiit it
plss do nortt leave miiex
ii do nortt need anii thing nw
uu the onii one ii depend
let's pretend nth happen
plss start all over agaiin
plss do nortt leave miiex

hmm. . .

2008-01-28T08:24:00.000-08:00

=[wad's goiin on wiit miiex y ii seems so badd luckk. . .
haiix. . ii hope cann chatt wiit hiim agaiin. . .
butt thiink wont hab e chance. .
will miracle appear . . .
haiix. . .

2008-01-26T11:49:00.000-08:00

=x
jus came backk frm taiiwan cum jakarta. . .
TAIWAN
miiex n biiaoge shopp around taiiwann . . .
suddenly he start to sae ohayo so loud omg!!!
ppl lookin at us soo ii use moiix hatt cover moiix face. . .
den he start to use jap language to speakk. . .
so gortt ppl lookin at us den a group of should be student look at us. .
sae they r japanese? the ger look lyk . . =.="
plsss look carefully. . .
den bought alot of new clothes!! yay. . .
so ii zzz wiit biao ge 1 room den mummi n uncle 1 room =[ haiix . . .
roughly should noe le . . .
DAY1
DAy2
DAY3
den off to jakarta. . .
attend jiiex de weddin. . .
actually ish biiaojiiex butt mummi last tym ren her as daughter soo she's moiix jiiex
so hab to help her wiit her weddin stuff ..
reachh le jakarta go salon rebond haiir. . .
putt make up. . get dress n follow jiiex . . . mid nite at hotel . . . den ii go back moiix room too jus opp her's . . .
next mornin ii sae wanna go arcade c c so ii reachh le ii saw DDR 4th mix!!! lols supriise lols. . .
so ii use 5000 buy 1 token. . chane to sin ish lyk less then 1 bucks!
play expert mode den behind so mani ppl c ii so ps. . .
went to shop at shoppin mall c c buy thin den ii bought a set of clothes fer darlx heex. . hop uu lyk it!
den ii dunno hw to speak malay so speak teochew wiit them b4 ii speak gortt a ger sae she look lyk japanese. agaiin. . . omg ! noo. . . i'm nort
soo after tat visit mummi de brother ah gu . . .
he bought oyster fer miiex thanx ah gu!!!
goin evenin tat tym ii gett dress agaii n go to the restruant to gett readyy to attend those guest who comin fer weddin dinner de. .
den jiiex de mummi sae ii hab to help her hold the bride as in fu her bahx or qian?
dunno hw to sae . . . =.=" den ii left moiix fone on e table gortt sum1 tryin to steal moiix fone luckky ah gu saw . . . if lost sure cry lyk hell
cos alot of thin inside lost le cannot gett backk
wear heels untill legg so paiin. . . arrgh. . .
tired . . . reachh le hotel zzz. . .
next dae ii stay in hotel whole dae rest.. nortt feelin veri well cos nvr zzz well
next dae
return to sg!
ii hugg moiix tortoiise zzz . . .
reachh sg le den gett moiix laugage den go to the custom. . .
chopp moiix passport. . .
den the poliice sae ii need 2 passport ii was lyk huh??? y?
he sae uu need 2 passport 1 fer uu 1 fer ya tortoise. .[+.+"]
lols.. den he hold moiix tortoiise or else ish illegal le. .
lols den ii shockk n laugh eh . . if uu wann ii go do passport fer moix tortoise
hahx den he laugh too . . . so faster go off le so malu. .
omg fisrt tym c suchh a humours poliice man . . .
heex!!
tired. . . wadd a busyy week . . .

2008-01-20T10:29:00.000-08:00

TOOPID CHERYL
uu treat hiim as fren n nw he jus simply ignore uu. . .
first ii thought ii thiink too muchh. . .
wait n waiit . . .
nth . . slowly ii thiink ish ii been ignore le. . .
thought maybe he busy butt lata wil reply at least 1 . . .
hahas toopid cheryl y uu soo toopid . .
uu cal ppl oniisan but do ppl treat uu as imoto . . .
lols. . . uu rem he sadd n uu stil chatt wiit hiim yes he's the 1 callin uu cos uu use prepaid butt when uu gort ya liine uu hab no chance cal hiim le. . . i sadd too tat tym . .
miiex realli hope to be ya fren . . DDR stuff? haiix ='[

thanx timothy uu caught the tortoiise fer miiex at suntec . .
lurve it so muchh sooo cute. .

butt ii misses moiix tortoiise. . diie le ii guess moiix onii tortoiise left at hm de miss tortoiise alot too. . .
haiix. . . recently saw eugene, sam, david n yokaru yvonne. . heex guys uu guys change alot. .
so happi uu guys stil rem miiex. . .
cheryl misses e dae go out wiit uu all fishin n arcade . . cyclin n ton at ECP n basketball too=]
miiex nvr forgett e happi daes. . noe eugene n yokaru gortt around 10+yrs le . . .

miiex leavin to taiiwan le fer a few weeks i guess. . .
attend biao jiiex de wedding. . .
n new yr maybe goin to jakarta. . .
haiix. . . sadd cos ii wil be missin moiix fren in sg n moiix doggy (girl girl) n tortoiise
so RAYMOND TAN PIGGY=x bleahhxxz kindly bath n feed moiix tortoiise n girl girl . . .
or else ask mummi nortt to buyy uu anii thing !! =x
hop he wont read moiix blogg . . .

2008-01-16T11:13:00.000-08:00

siick le
okayy i'm siick agaiin . . .
yest fever 40.3 degree . . =x wanna onliine also cannot nw muchh better le 38.7
haiix. . . whenever hab fever wil feel lyk vomitin dunno y
sorrie vincentt . . . ii no mood chatt so . . . sorrie haiix ii myself dunno wad's wrong so . . .
dunno wad to"tel uu haiix. .
butt ii be goin jakarta fer a few daes den goin taiwan visit aunt. . .
=[ sadd cos wil be realli bored without fone
arrgh. . .
todae timothy came to moiix hus he briing along hiis guitar. . . heex
when he reachh moiix hus he was lyk cheryl y uu always siick . . .
ii sae cos ii c uu so ii siick lols.. =p
saw timothy bagg gortt a marbolo ice miint horr. . . timothy badd boii start smokin. . .
hmmm. . . ask timothy teaxchh miiex play guitar. . =x so hard butt at least ii manage to learn a few note . . . so timothy uu r moiix shifu le guitar department de. . .

2008-01-14T08:37:00.000-08:00

DO UU TREAT MIIEX AS A FRENX???
lols everi thiing jus disappear. . .
ii treat ish as a fren when ii chatt wiit uu. . .
hmm. . . although nvr. . .
nw den reliase uu nvr treat miiex as a fren . . .
haiix. . . i'm sadd lose a fren. . . should be 2!
y am ii so toopiid de . . .
miiex an weii ppl yett no ppl an weii miiex. . .

fer other fren ii been so steady to rach uu sae go wher den ii go uu sadd ii peii uu uu need a shoulder ii lend uu . . .
when i need uu guys wher uu guys go????
i'm always been ignore . . .
wonder ish ii sensitive at tyms or ish ii realli been ignore n uu guys jus kept quiet insits ii sensitive??

todae go workk raiin heavily. . .
take umbrella lyk nvr take wiind blow so hard umbrella wanna fly ended wet wet. . soo cold. . .
jus hope tat ii wont sickk n hab fever agaiin. . .
stil rem tat tym ended up at hospital. miiex fever veri mafan de veri hard to recover
reachh workin place le . . . boss de son sae tat maybe wanna hab another shop open either tpy or sum wher else. . . n wann miiex joiin hiim instead of stayin dere. . =x
ii was lyk y miiex siia. . .
n boss finally decide to take the new screen protector(uv fliim) den the nomal de so next tym no more normal de screen protect le. . .
difference wiit the normal de n uv fliim de
normal sp- jus protect ya screen prevent ya screen kanna scratchh. under sun gortt reflection so cannt c well n ish transparent color [$5]
uv fliim sp- protect ya screen prevent scratchh, under the sun instead of reflection it cann lett uu c clearly under the sun. . . n ish in light purple [$8]
okayy butt question ish. . . gort ppl so toopid stand under the sun play de fone?
anz: no! butt ppl/youngest lyk us maybe sum beach lovers maybe useful to dem. . .
uu at the beachh enjoyin the sun n the sea happen tat ya fone riing den sms cann c =]
lols i'm blur le . . .
att firstt ii cant realli figure out the difference nw figure abit le
butt will face quite alot pro too
cos of priice difference
so thiink hab to repeat lots of tyms to customer. . .=x

2008-01-12T14:45:00.000-08:00

=[
todae go suntec de arcade. . .
fiind vivian . . . den saw a realli verii biig de tortoiise. . . lols saw a ger caughtt it soo luckyy. . .
den ii was waitin fer dar queeniie cum too. . .
moiix hart realli feel very messy. . .
thinkin of tiis thinkin of tat. . .
sum tym thinkin too muchh cos miiex trouble . . .
sum tym ii was thinkin y would ii jus bang by car via accident . . .
moiix dadd havin same pro agaiin. . .
saw mummi came hm den he nortt happi . . .
when mummi leave the hus he keep scold miiex n whack miiex. . .
right hand paiin agaiin. . .
ii realli dunno wadd to do. . .

if ii god willin to let miiex choose who ii wanna be

baby
kid
adult

i will choose to be a baby. . . cos uu need anii thing all uu need ish cry. . be a baby eatt, zzz n play no worries. . .

2008-01-11T11:56:00.000-08:00

=x
didn't zzz so watchh tv . .
todae morninf go bugiis play beatmaniia n guitar follow by drum. . .
meet dardar at arcade. . .
play guitar arrgh the score sux. . dunno y . .
play drum . . 1st n 2nd stage okayy nortt badd. . *turn*around arrgh so manii ppl *sianz* 3rd faiil. . =x choose wrong mode toopid accidentally choose revolution extrem. . =.="
so paiisehh . . return isaac card n go play other game. .
after tat yay mummi n daddi came . . .
go eatt wiit them . . butt ii didn't realli eatt cos don feel lyk eatin
at nite go slackk wiit them at voiid deckk. .
chiit chatt. .
moiix life sound so boring. . .

2008-01-10T11:12:00.000-08:00

RETURN MOIIX BELOVED . . .
sob todae ii go toilett den when ii came outt saw 1 of moiix tortoiise soo quiett another 1 keep crawl. . so ii carry de quiett de outt. . . NO RESPOND!!!!
flap n try to hold the hand. . no respond. . .
y y . . . y uu wanna leave miiex . . .
moiix tears was lyke rolin down . . . sobbin in moiix room wiit the tortoiise in moiix hand. .
take moiix hp n take a pix . .
mummi cal miiex ask miiex wad happen cos she sae ii sound lyk cryin so ii told her boutt it. .
wad's goin on??? y ii lyk so bad luckk de. . .
fren cal ask miiex go out mummi sae she will handle the tortoiise. . .
ii look moodyy todae so fren ask miiex wad happen ii told them yett 1 of them sae:" ish jus a tortoiise" . humphh!!#@$# yeshh ish jus a tortoiise butt gortt life de k ish a living thing k uu nvr hab/own 1 b4 uu wont understand it feelin k . . .
reachh hm le dunno wad to do after bathh. . hopin tat anii body cann able to chatt wiit miiex . .
butt. . . most of them gortt things on. .
dar-outsiide
darlx-workin
isaac-wiit dasao
other fren dunno wad they doiin haiix. .
don wanna explaiin agaiin scare cant control so jus shhh. . .
suann le . . .

emo. . .

2008-01-09T11:28:00.000-08:00

=.="
supriise tat todae korr no lecture n he cal miiex ask miiex wanna go play game. . .
ii suggest go dobhy ghaut? cos no ppl de . . .
gortt alot crowd ii don realli play well . . .
so meet korr around 2 raiin heavily. . in the car soo cold. .
play 2 rounds of DDR n 1 round Guitar . . .
the new DDR realli gortt alot of niice song. . . heex. . n supriise tat DDR extreme de song also hab play the song CANDY unlimited =x diffcult de . . . so supriise ii gortt a A hahax i'm nortt yett tat rusty lols den ii *smile*at korr. . . cos he suan miiex lols sae ii cant play yett ii play using speed 3
n toopid moiix korr buy the card nvr buy fer miiex so bad. . .
after game go fer lunch? cum dinner. . . MOS burger. . .
eatt finishh le den he go buy cigratte he bought a new type de the box verii small de the brand UNO. . . the cigratte also look small veri sliim den he siianz le . . . hahax. . . the taste/smell okayy nortt badd. . . after tat went upstairs playy DJ dunno wadd gold de korr play wiit mr jensen hahax jensen lose to korr hah the face soo cute. . =x
miiex. . .
reachh hm le siit at sofa lyk a toot starin at fone waitin fer smses or call finally queeniie sms miiex =[ askk miiex frii peii her go boon lay dere de shoppiin mall think ish jurong point meet her dar dar . . . ii lyke goose berry lols. . . den she keep ask miiex go so ii sae maybe after chattin wiit her awhile den go bath n watchh tv soo borin . . . log in msn butt all kiinda busy. .

haiix. . .

i'm sorrie ii cant forgett e past hw uu treat miiex . . .
jus hope uu forgett everithiing . . .
wad done ish done cant be amended even mend le also nortt as perfect as before. . .

2008-01-08T07:32:00.000-08:00

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ii realii dunno wad's goiin on le . . nov tat tym ii noe a nett fren as in accidentally de cos moiix fren alvina giiv miiex her blog liink den ended up ish her old blog liink den happen to saw another person blog. . .
hmmm. . . read tat blog den hmmm.. alot of ddr stuff heex. . . cos miiex gortt play ddr last tym so jus readd. . .
decided to try luckk to gett to noe hiim . . . so copy dwn the blog name c if gortt reply. . .
ii noe ishh hard to belive. .
first chatt wiit hiim in msn he thought ii hiis fren den gortt hiis num le chatt via sms n fone
first few daes everii thiing was okayy when 1 niite ii told hiim tat moiix bro name ish raymond den he dunno sae wadd. . didnt noe he gortt a buddy? name raymond as he sae ish a DDR pro. .
hmmm. . . moiix bro nortt pro de . . . =x
after clear the thing le everii thing okayy agaiin
chatt wiiit hiim almost everii dae. . . sms too =]
slowlyy all the *siit**sadd* those action sms sign cane outt. .
n oniisan imoto kame tortoise turtle piggy bee flower. . .
until tat tym. . . . yesh ii noe ii . . .
nw sms no reply . . . no more chattin on fone
thought of chattin butt. . .
6/1/08 cal hiim jus to explaiin ned sum help . . butt nortt onii ask hiim help butt he sound as in lyk ii veri troublesome wann hiim help. . .
maybe nortt as ii thought . . .
ii thought of chattin butt he sae he busyy den nvr miind. .
haiix. . . dunno wadd to sae le . .

finally yr 2008 butt. . .
moiix scar ish stil dere . . recently bought 2 bottle of sleepin pills. .
ii realii try to control butt . .

I thought. . .
miiex thought gortt chance to meet de who to playy ddr together . . nw nort even reply a sms thiink suan le bahx cheryl . .
*saddnsob* uu realli been igmore le

Todae. . .
nvr zzz at all wonder he's awake??? thought of callin hiim butt dunno he awake le mahx or plannin to gho schh mahx so ii jus putt moiix fone aside force myself zzz. . .
cant zzz tears starts rollin down . . . thiinkin of e past . . .

2008-01-07T08:37:00.000-08:00

FINALLYY!!!!
yay cann blog agaiin le yay yay yay!!!
hmmm. . . butt the window gortt pro bro sae sum other dae den help miiex re in store. . =[
butt at leasst cann blog. . .
jus nw evenin went to dobhy ghaut playy DDR hahas a game whichh ii long tym nvr playy le
wow realli turn rusty le . .
okayy butt kinda bad luckk when ii enter the arcade top up the card den go to DDR machiine saw a big group ppl stand dere dunno wann play nortt den ii sae: "excuse miiex r uu guys playin???" arrgh. . . they ignore miiex. . . den when ii wann tapz the card den gortt a ger faster tapz 2crediit=.=" humphh. . . sadd den waiit fer moiix korr cum . . . korr sae wann play silent hill lazyy to jump =.=" humphh all bully miiex. .
ii still insists wann play DDR !!! cos ii miss tat game alot. . . =x
so keep pester hiim untillhe stage 2 faill hah yes!!! cann playy le neh neh ni boo boo
cant rem wadd song ii play le. .
came back to edit post . .
actually i'm suchh a nuisance to sumbody. .
arrghh. . .shouldn't readd the blog. .
no choiice readd le mahx. . .
CHERYL uu shouldn't be missin hiim. . .
everithiin ishh DREAM take it as uu dunno hiim . . . in tiis world would dere be suchh a personn willing to peii uu or wadd mahx? onii dreamin. .
y y . . .
ii hope moiix parents wont giv birthh to miiex. . y moiix life always so messed up!
ishh ii sensitive or moiix sense realli giiv miiex e true ans . . .
ii hate JAP language ii wanna erase everiithiin throw all moiix jap book away sorrie sukii miiex don wanna learn aniimore jap n share le. . .

2007-12-16T20:41:00.000-08:00

13nov- msn chatt wiit tortiise
14nov- nth happen
15nov- the dae ii chatt wiit hiim on e fone 1st tym . . . ii rem ii at frenz bdae party. . miiex outsiide eBar chatt wiit hiim. . . he kiinda shyy. . .
16nov- ish the dae we chatt wiit each other more . . . ii rem he at hiis auntt hus..
17nov- chatt on e fone around 2hrs. . =)
18nov- ish the dae hiis grandma de funeral . . he verii sadd ii cann sense. . he sae he in the toilet cos verii noisyy but ii thiink he ishh sadd instead of noisyy . . butt ii didn't expose hiim + ii nort verii sure . . .cann noe in his hart he ish verii sadd n cryin . . .he miss hiis grandma alot. . .
19nov- chatt on e fone agaiin. . .*hope he ish alriite* we begiin to noe each other more le. . .
20novto29nov- start to noe he lurve to play ddr, drum n guitar too. . . we almost everii dae chatt on e fone n sms . . ii haii hiim late fer schh too. . . *hopin he ish realli okayy* n he told miiex sum pro boutt hiis gf? . . . n he noe moiix secrect. .
30nov- ish the dae ii sadd cos he . . . haiix badd thing go away *shoo*
1dec- *cheers* korr went to dbg for qualify ddr tournament wiit his fren yay!! he make it to the final n he send miiex a pix of the resultt he gortt 1st!! so happi so worried he cannot make it cos he past few daes keep tellin miiex he don hab the mood joiin. . CONGRAT korr. . .
2dec- korr at hiis fren hus name raymond. . .hw cum ii rem cos moiix bro name raymond too so coincidence. . but it cos conflict too
ii rem he at his fren hus playin smackdown. . . n he gortt tooth achh too. . . *worried+sayang* n he sae his fren ish ddr pro heex . . .
3dec- hiis tooth stil paiin n he sound verii xiinku =[ ask hiim eat panaol he don wann he sae he don wann always eat panadol n don wann go c dental too cos wanna save $$ buy. . bag. =.=" wadd ish more important wor. . .
4dec- nth special happen he still having tooth achh n same no doc. .
5dec- he still struggle wiit hiis tooth achh n he hab headachh too *sob*
6dec- so worried if ii nort wrong he finally c doc le he sae the doc sae dunno wadd the tooth nerve sumthing. . . cause hiim paiin if after takin those medicine stil paiin gotta go hospital dental depart check n might need to do a small surgery omg tiis ish serious plss take caiire. . .
7dec- he mus eatt hiis medicine 4tyms a dae. . . mus rem to eatt o.O
8dec- cck qualify. . . he go wiit hiis fren go dere cc who qualify. . . he sae he saw alien go dere too. . . n hiis fren bird? qualifyy congat too. . .
ii rem he wear white skinny n tees cos he keep complaiin ppl lookin at hiim
9dec- he agaiin nvr go hiis auntmummy hus? n last sat too ii rem he sae he everii sat will go to dere de n todae he nvr go too so agaiin at ray hus overnite
he mornin den zzz play smackdown wiit ray n he sae he plan to mornin meet his another fren dunno e... den go cck de play ddr? he evenin den wake up he told miiex he wear red tees plus hiis white skinny lyk national dae lols. . .=x hees
10dec- he nort in a good mood. . . he fan cos of schh, n he sae he don wann always go schh eat ddr den go hm or wadd. . . don wanna realli disturbb hiim
11dec- hiis com down. . . if ii nort wrong. . he sae hiis cousiin use hiis com play maple. . . last niite n den hiis com down. . . he verii angryy cos he lost all the data in the com. . . he hab to restore. . . *stay at a corner *
12dec- korr go schh he hab 2test . . . after ddr agaiin heex (forget when gort AA fer the song konokono)
13dec- korr supporse to go work at changii 7pm to 9.30pm at the end nvr go cos theyy sae they mus 12pm reachh take the dunno toopid instruction booklet den 7pm cum bk work. . . so troublesome so cancel all nort goin n chatt wiit hiim in msn den ii go repaiir moiix com
14dec- he go ddr at jp if ii nort wrong cos saw to manii crediit thiink gort 8 so he go cck playy he told miiex cck ish hiis hm hahax hm sweet hm korr the dae he n his fren gortt crazyy achievement!
15dec- DDR FINAL omg . . . he sae he ish sadd cos he don wanna met hiis fren cos scare hiis fren wil be 1 of hiis oppnment. . 1st he compete wiit a malay guy den he won. . . hees but he told miiex he ish sadd cos hiis next oppn ish hiis gd fren he don wanna wiin hiim he sae he saw hiis fren cry n hiis tears feel lyk rolin dwn frn hiis face but he hold bck 1st song random den he wiin hiis fren second song he choose kinda easy butt abiit tricky den he wiin his fren abit den the third song he lose to hiis fren? den he fren qualify. . . he sae he nvr baii shu
den hiis fren qualify fer semi final? if ii nort wrong den hiis fren compete wiit a enemy of their den his fren wiin n hiis fren go hugg hiim he feel so happi n he keep sae he nvr baii shu. . . the thing over he n his ah pa n fren go eatt dinner head to hm. . .
16dec- ii admiit ii kinda sensitive. . . it cos miiex lose a frenz . . . n ii feel veri bad cos . . . he should noe bahx. . . i'm realli SORRIE sumiimase oniisan . . .
yest whole niite den zzz. . . tears rolin dwn frm moiix eyes. . . hart bleed wiit a word sorrie oniisan . . .
everii thiing gone nitemare ish bck
n ish the 1st dae n last dae ii nvr chatt wiit hiim on e fone
the 1st word he sae ish hiie the last word he sae ish moiix fone no batt la

ii hab noe uu fer 35daes thanx tat uu company miiex chatt on e fone ya comfort

^ ii hope uu wont sadd aniimore ii wishh uu happi forever heex. . . *promise* plss take caiire hope ya tooth nort paiin le everi mornin if nortt okayy go fer ya student rate k =x *touchwood* take caiire. .^

oniisan-brother
imoto-sister
otosan-father
okasan-mother
tomodachi-friend
oba-aunt
oji-uncle
pureiboi- playboy
gemu senta ni iko-ka - shall we go to the game centre??
daijobu?- r uu okayy??
aishita intanetto chatto-ni deru?- will uu be on internett chatt tml
n
he teachh miiex a word kame- tortoise =]

ii admiit ii
1. paranoid
2. over sensitive
3.jump to conclusion
4. over possessive at tyms
cos ii don wanna lose another fren . . .